Richardcqz dot Com Diary

I just pay a visit on lepakcafe.com and know that YiLing is go overseas working for 2 months. Although just 2 months, but for some of best frens as SzeYuin, SiaoHui, RuennTzer and others, 2 months is very long for them. For me 2 months also long coz in this 2 months I can complete many things such as Main site blog themes, Diary blog themes, MyNetFM blog themes and some systems. My mainly job now are study and website designer. Although I am not so pro but if you wan to employ me for clone a website that exactly the same, I will try my best on that.

Here is the example of my succesful clone, from lepakcafe of blogspot to lepakcafe standalone. I will try my best to do it so that can be exactly the same but will not gurantee some features on that.

I will go to Beijing soon about early of June, replace my mum with my dad to vacation. My mum cannot go because of Uterus Cancer and the operation is success and now currently at Hospital Raja Perempuan Zainab II (Old Name - Hospital Besar Kota Bharu). Hope she will get well soon. Thank you my small brother, Jun and other relatives that taking care of her.

It is time for me to stop here, Thank you for reading my blog.

After play games with my frens, I open my TTplayer and will have an autoplay songs. Omg that is my favourite songs - Akon - Sorry, Blame It On Me. You can hear it at here. And this is the lyrics:

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
I’m sorry for the fact that I’m not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I’m so proud to call you my girl

[Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you [3x]
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

After hearing the songs, I need to tell all my friends that will read this blog or anyone that can pass it to others, For those I have hurt before, make you frustrated before, angry with me before, I here by said sorry and you can put the blame on me. I will accept all blame and make them as a lessons for me and will not ask anything from now on and keep on living with my single & happy life. Thank you for all my friends that support me till now. Hope you all can be a successful person and happy with the family that you built yourselves.

Is my blog themes feel ok? I just update it and last nite I doing a localhost on it until 2 am and wake up this morning with a tire feeling. I still not yet finish it because every morning I have to read my CCNA while only afternoon I finish it and upload it to my server. Just hope my visitor like it. Any comments on that? Thank you.

I plan to close this blog while fully concentration on the main blog http://richardcqz.com but i Fail because there is no way I can write my personal lifestyle at the main blog. The main blog is writing about reviews, gadgets and freebies. If inside a lifestyle inside seems like very strange. So plan to open back my diary blog for support all problems all my readers meet. You can welcome to submit any problem you face especially computer hardware or softwares problems. I will try my best to troubleshoot and find the solution of that. Thank you for all your support.

Besides that, I will change this blog themes to become more nicer so that feel warm and great for you as a visitors. hehe.

I will no longer update this blog as the main blog will replace this one as my diary le. The main site richardcqz.com will become my diary and my main blog le. I will close it after one year at the same time of this post. Thank you for all coming. I will have busy for a while to change the themes at the main site and then continue to use that as my blog le. Thank you for all your support. I love you all.

After come back to home, I started miss all my friends. I very happy and appreciate that I can have all this friends as classmates. Some of them are now working and some of them are still study, the most grandness is although they are very tire of working, they also will spend time to join us and have fun.

I can wait to attend the next gathering now matter where they all go, it is a nice memory that i ever had since I lost contact with them for about 3 to 4 years. I love you all my friends, hope to see you soon and if can call me out for a supper(yam cha) when you are all free. I currently still jobless so got time for that but although I started working, I will still come out to join you all de.

See ya all my friends and Take care. keep in touch. Who ever dun have my HP number, you all can contact syuin for that or maybe Sau Fun or send a email to me. My email is stated at Contact Me page.

I just arrive home from genting. Last 2 days, my 2002 classmates have a gathering at Delicious Restaurant in Bangsar Village 2. My fren Julian Yeap come to fetch me on 7pm and we arrive there at 7.40pm. When we arrive there, there are few people that not yet arrive and we chat with each other while meet some new guy and girls there which are some of their partners. Very glad to meet them. After dinner we take some photos at the restaurant then we plan to go watch movie at cineleisure. When we arrive at there, found that all the movie at there are very late so we cancel our plan and go to so called William mamak store to have supper because Chee Wei feel not yet enough for dinner just now. We chat again in Mamak store till 1am.

It is very late, Julian have to go back, so we dismiss and I have to follow Syuin back to her house because tomorrow I will follow her and other girl classmates to 1 Utama for taking bus to genting. When we arrive at her house, one by one go to take bath while other stay in syuin room to chat and watch movie. Till about 3am, we all need to go to have a rest for tomorrow. So me and Chee Wei will have to go back our room to sleep. But we continue our chat in room till about 6.30am. Because of the aircond very cold, I go out to living room to sleep so that morning i only sleep for 2 hours because at 8.30am we all need to wake up and take bath for prepare to go 1 Utama.

We take bus to 1 Utama and meet with Sue Kein and YiLun there. When we arrive at genting, the first thing we have to do is go check in the hotel because our luggage is too heavy. After check in, we come out and have a lunch at 2pm and meet with Kar Wei and his girl friend. Before come out genting, we plan to go enjoy and have fun in theme park but that plan has been canceled because of too many people. We go to Indoor theme park and play bowling and book ticket for movie. After that we go watch movie, title is Watchmen. I sleep in the cinema because the movie is too boring, I don’t even understand what they are doing. At nite, we meet with Chee Wei and Ruenn Tzer then we go have dinner. After that, we go arcade to play some games and finish at about 1am then we go back to our room to play pokers. There are many interesting things happen in the games. We play till 5am and some of us need to go to sleep cause of too tire. But Ruenn Tzer wan go out have supper and I follow. So all of us that go out have supper sleep at 6am in the morning.

We wake up at 8am so that mean some of us just sleep 2 hours and some just 3 hours. All of us seems to be tire, one by one go to take bath. At 10.30am, we check out from theme park hotel and go to skyway for buying ticket. Then we go have breakfast at McDonald. After finish, we go back to skyway and go down to wait for bus because we don’t wan to miss our bus.

Like that finish our Dinner Gathering and Genting Gathering trip, this is the first time i join them and seems to be very fun. Next time if they held it again, I sure will attend because this is all my classmates and I will never forget them. Pictures and Videos will be publish out if I can get. Happy forever and Friendship forever to all my frens.

Yesterday forget to publish my new post, Yesterday morning, I wake up from a bad dream and scare that I will get a bad result. I quickly open Firefox and go to my college website to check and finally I pass my exam and get my certificate. Haha. Very happy for me.

Finally I finish done the themes of 5sc5.com but still got some error that is this website only can be view by IE while if you use firefox or opera, it will have some messy on the right sidebar. Currently I am asking for my cousin help on this. Hope can be fix as soon as possible. Whole nite doing this feel like very tire but no think of wan to sleep. Just wan to lepak around. opss, use a malay word inside because from this morning start, I seems to helping 5sc5.com doing themes so will always see the word. haha. anyway, hope to solve the problem soon.

Is time for me to blogging. haha. Actually also dunno what should I tell here. Should I place somethings that I felt disappointed at here? Or should I place somethings that nonsense. Nvm slowly think again, what make me feel disappointed?
I got one friend from one state of Malaysia, she has a boy friend at a big country so called America. From the day I meet her till few weeks ago, she will find me chatting in msn after I online. In the meant time, she had break up with her bf because her bf think that I am the third person inside their relationship. I am not man, I just a friend to you both. Recently in this few weeks, she never find me anymore because she recover with her boy friend, thanks god. Then they make something that let people jealous, that is when my friend this girl online using eBuddy of Apple™ Ipod™ Touch, the guy also using the same. wow, such as wonderful couple at there. Haha. for me I think is such an idiot.
The second disappointed thing happen yesterday, both of them is my good friends. They had been together for quite a long time mean they are couple and till about 3 or 4 months ago, they break up. Yesterday suppose the girl had make appointment with me at January that she want to meet me when she come to KL. Suppose I have to go back my hometown after my exam to continue celebreate my CNY 2009, and because of this appointment I have to delay my schedule. Till yesterday, I found that I’ve been drop from the appointment without any notice. WTF!!! Should I scold her or him when I know the answer from her that he just wan they two meet while aside me here? What a so called good friends is? I delay my scheduled for you but you do like that for me. such an unfaithful person for them. Sad.
Nvm forget it, I dun wan to care anymore. Now just try to finding back all my old friends that I miss them a lot. They are my friends since standard 6 when I was in primary school, then form 4 and 5 in secondary school and also with my 2004-2005 diploma course in TAR College. Anyone who stop by here to read is, please post a comment on who are you and how I contact you. Thanks.
I have to stop here, anyway, thank you for your reading.